there will come a time

when you think you hate everyone. like now. i even hate parts of my body right now. no, not your typical flawed body parts. i mean like my right molar teeth and my throat. i hate them both. if i could yank them out of my body right now i would. my body is shutting down on me. i want to cry from the pain. there will come a time when things will suck like this. like being pissed that your bridal party seems too burnt out to plan your bachelorette party. which i'm not even looking forward to at this point due to the whole body shutdown mess. there will come a time when things suck and are a mess. and the only thing you can hope for is that it won't always feel like this. even though you can't quite picture things not sucking. like now.